Random Thoughts of a Random Girl

Id like to know why things never go the way we want them to and why?

You always end up telling yourself I told you so in the end


I don't know why but I cant make it work as just a friend

Ive tried

When I look into those eyes I feel like I should be saying goodbye


Will tomorrow bring something new, or will I wake up again next to you?

If I’m so lucky how will it go?


When I leave will I get a kiss goodbye?

Will I run out of the room and begin to cry?

Ive decided its best to leave with my head held high

After I realized there is nothing left to lose and nothing left to gain

Now I will go and stare at the sky as my soul leeches out its almost crippling

Pain

I know it shouldnt matter, I know I shouldn't care

When im with you


I felt like I was floating through air

I wonder what I did and why you changed your mind


You used to want to kiss me and now im left behind...


Nothing but a girl playing in the shadows

Now I will wait and see what darkness has to offer


Whatever it is, it must be better than this superficial bond that doesnt really

Exist


Maybe I just never got what you were trying to say

I thought I could change things but they remained the same day after day

With tears brimming my eyes I blow a kiss and say goodnight


With time I will slowly progress back towards the light